I’ll try my best not to make this sound lame. Today wasn’t a good day for me, I suffer from Border-line personality disorder, and getting up this morning was very hard for me. I woke up feeling nothing. Not content, more like I was hollow shell of a person. I was tempted to call in for work or just not show up, but I decided it would be better if I went. Well, to make a longer story shorter, that wasn’t a good idea. The majority of my day I was contemplating coming home and committing suicide. I know some people might think that feeling empty isn’t enough of a reason to end my life, but when if you could feel (or rather not feel) what it’s like you’d understand. Anyways, I work in a Bakery/Cafe where a lot of rich snobby people come in and act like they’re above me, which doesn’t help my situation.
After dealing with so many people like that, when this nice women came in and was so kind to me, it really brightened my day. She had come in after our lunch rush and I noticed she had a Hunger Games Mocking Jay Pin, so I told her how I loved her pin and had been trying to find it everywhere, and that they’re always sold out when I try and get one. Then she told me where she got it and that she had gotten the last one early in the week. After she left, I was still kind of down, but a little better knowing that there are some good people left in the world.
About 20 minutes before I was scheduled to get off work, I was counting down my till and she came in again, and she said she had a present for me. It was weird for me considering I had only talked to her for about 5 minutes maybe, but when I saw what she had I nearly started crying. She had gone out and bought me the pin. I didn’t even have a chance to say thank you before she had left.
I really hope I see her again so I can repay her somehow, she saved my life today, and she doesn’t even know it.
